“Ahhhhh what am I doing???”
That’s pretty much the only thought in my mind right now.
If you love something, why would you leave it?
I love Kenya.
Deep down in the bottom of my heart, Kenya has established itself.
I had to leave the ones I love in America, to only fall in love with a family somewhere else.
Don’t get me wrong- I am VERY happy to see my family soon. But I am equally devastated with my sever from Kenya today.
I just feel welcome, and content, and full in Kenya. God gives me unbelievable peace and fulfillment every time I walk down the Kenyan streets.
So today is a hard day. Today I am saying goodbye to something I love, to only embrace what I love in the next couple days.
It’s both a win-win, and a lose-lose situation.
However, God is sovereign and absolute. He knows why my time was short, and I know without a shadow of a doubt that my feet will touch Kenyan soil next year.
I never thought I would feel so welcome and happy in only 5 weeks, but when God designs every step we take, He can make that possible.
I am so blessed.
I never thought I’d fall in love you, but I did.
Kenya you’ve changed me.